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Pleasantly Depressing

by The Foolish

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1.
Who We Are 06:07
Loosen the screws for what lies beneath Clutch your pearls and grind your teeth And although you’re cruel, I know you just want to breathe But there are others too, who, just like you, long to breathe Tighten the screws but you’ve stripped the seams Purge the truth and embrace extremes All your open wounds remain with you, they’ll never leave I’m imperfect too, but I’m just like you, I want to breathe Who in the world do we think we are? Who in the world do we think we are? Who in the hell do we think we are? Who in the hell do we think we are? We catch no breaks, we make mistakes – that’s who we are We leave our trace, we take up space – that’s who we are We’ve sealed our fate, we can’t be saved – that’s who we are Can’t find a way to find our way – that’s who we are
2.
I wrote a song about the bomb But no one lived to hear it Took a drink, then sang along To all that I’ve been fearing Blew us all to kingdom come Was just as they predicted All the pain and all the blood I hope someone resisted All the creatures gathering Have no one left for answering Holding your breath feels so wrong I wrote a song about the bomb But no one lived to hear it Hidden from the public eye They wouldn’t let us near it Shook the ground, then burned the sky There’s no way you could miss it All the blood and all the pain I hope someone resisted All the creatures gathering Have no one left for answering Holding your breath feels so wrong (Can I go home?) It’s only a formality We’re drawing near capacity Holding your breath feels so wrong I wrote a song about the bomb But no one lived to hear it Took a drink, then sang along To all that I’ve been fearing Blew us all to kingdom come Was just as they predicted I wrote a song about the bomb But no one could hear it No one could hear it
3.
Time is wasting, we're all chasing what is lost Obligations, we're complacent at a cost I've made up my mind, I’ve fallen behind Forgotten to take my medication My storyline, if I’m so inclined I’ll try to restore my reputation Cause it's been maligned Built on half-truths and half-lies Always the motive of my demise We can see it in each other’s eyes Stop your chasing, time is wasting Time is wasting on replacing our old thoughts My mind is racing, communication lines are crossed It's bringing me down, I'm playing the clown Thanks to my own cold aggravation No one around can hear any sound Time to ignite this congregation They'll fall in line And leave all they love and know behind Believing the words while ignoring the crime We can see it in each other’s eyes Stop your chasing, time is wasting Time is wasting, we’re just chasing what is lost Desolation, we’re the fools that time forgot Termination, the only thing left to be caught So stop your chasing, time is wasting, time is wasting
4.
Rocket my arm when I’m trying to sleep Chip out the bone that’s been poisoning me Fight all you want, but stop fighting with me Rocket my arm, I’m imploring We have enough to last till Monday Or maybe the middle of next week It’s the only thing that keeps me going This is who I choose to be So pick out a vein and roll over Rocket my arm, I’m just trying to breathe Double the dose as you’re watching me bleed Take all you want, but just leave some for me Rocket my arm, I’m dissolving There’s not enough to last till morning There’s not enough to last till three The desperation leaves me lonely This is not who I choose to be But I don’t have the strength to roll over Rocket my arm.
5.
This is how I dream Where all goes as planned There’s no apathy And no one is damned Everywhere I turn There’s an open hand This is how I dream When I’m broken And won’t be awoken by Thoughts of deceiving As love takes a beating Stay far from my sleep So many needing It all bears repeating Stay lost, and stay far from me This is how I dream When I want, I can Hold the reigns of peace No walls will stand Every breath that burns Is the fall of man This is how I dream And I’m screaming My heart rate is speeding Lessons are learned But there’s still no concern Stay far from my sleep Praise the unknowing Their ignorance showing Stay lost, and stay far from me
6.
Ballistic 06:36
What has become of you? You’ve fallen in too deep Now you think of the worst things You could dream up in your sleep And what you been thinking 'bout? Are you feeling the heat? Well you got a stockpile, major There's no way you can be beat And there's always something happening inside And there's always something dragging you, ill-advised It can't be seen or heard but we know that it takes lives There's always something happening inside So where are they taking you? Will we see you again? I hope that you get the help you need Or at least can find a friend And what will become of you? I guess there's no guarantee Maybe you'll get another SHOT To bring this world to its knees And there's always something happening inside And there's always something dragging you, ill-advised It can't be seen or heard but we know that it takes lives There's always something happening inside Are you going ballistic? Is this your starring role? Tell me now, are you feeling it? You’re in total control Now you're going ballistic It's everything that you need And when you take yourself out Don't even bother to bleed Now I'm going ballistic It’s how I have my fun Blame on the sadistic AND the FUCKING GUN.
7.
Were you born in a barn, or were you built by machinery Placed on a shelf becoming part of the scenery Spending your days making waves but ignored all the same Were you raised by wolves at the foot of the Palisades Taught to be strong by playing pepper with hand grenades Holding your own, all alone with no promise of praise Everyone is afraid And they’ll prey on your fear To keep you thinking you’re safe Everyone look away There’s nothing to see here But sadly you’ll never escape The clutch is too great Were you fighting for freedom at the turn of the century Nursing your wounds while you sharpened your weaponry Focused the most on the ghosts that would stand in your way Did you die all alone with no friends, only enemies Cowardly crying with no sense of integrity Throwing a bone to the throne In the home of the brave
8.
Tether 04:15
Let them all fight, tether on to me We’ll be cool and hide the rest of our lives When the floodlights tether on to me It’s all fun and games till one of us dies All wheels aligned They’ll roll for hollow minds It all feels designed They’re taking the side of the morally blind Inflicting their pain on the ones left behind, bottom line When the sharks bite, tether on to me We’ll carry on despite our certain demise If the sunlight tethers on to me We’ll cut the strings and then we’ll poke out our eyes I feel deprived Work shown and underlined No one survives They’ve taken the side of the morally blind Inflicting their pain on the ones left behind, we’ll decline The leaders have lied.
9.
Eh 04:29
We could be strong But we are weaker when we fail to think things through We could be right But we’re so wrong, we need a good, stern talking to We could be good But we’re no better than the ones we talk down to We could be brave But we’re afraid of trying something new And we all back down When we’re pushing through the crowd To get a good look at ourselves And we won’t stand up Though we all have had enough We let the fault lie with someone else And we are impatient And we are complacent And we are outrageous And we are contagious And we’re free But turning on our own, let fighting cease And jagged are the rocks we’re climbing Dreams are dying in our hearts and minds While peace is waiting by the door We could be strong But we are weaker when we fail to think things through We could be brave But we’re afraid of trying something new And we all back down When we’re pushing through the crowd To get a good look at ourselves And we won’t stand up Though we all have had enough We let the fault lie with someone else And we are impatient And we are complacent And we are outrageous And we are contagious And we are…
10.
Burn 03:49
You won’t find me in a hole in the ground Don’t bother picking me up, I just want to fall down I’m not one to be a face in the crowd I want to be the one to choose how I go out Drop me in deep, see if I float or drown Make me disappear and never be found I don’t want to go up, I’d just rather go down I want to be the one to choose how I go out I just want to burn Drop me in deep, see if I float or drown I just want to burn I want to be the one to choose how I go out I just want to burn I just want to burn…
11.
We have to look twice to believe our eyes No need to rewind just to hear the lies I’m taking my ball and I’m running away It’s hard to believe what we’ve all become Interest lost, all feelings numb I’ve seen too much and now I’m turning away I’m leaving it all and I’ll do it for me this time I’m leaving it all and I’m running away I’m losing it all but no longer can be denied I’m losing it all and I’m running away I’ve cared too much and now I’m leaving it all behind I’m taking my ball and I’m turning away The trigger’s been pulled, it was pointed at me this time The trigger’s been pulled, now I’m fading away You’ll see nothing more from me Off into the ether like the songs I love to sing Be the one you love the most Don’t let anyone get close You’ll be strong, you’ll be free And you’ll be lonely Be the one you love the most Be your own unholy ghost You’ll be sure of your needs Just guard them closely
12.
They break us down, throw us crumbs They don’t see the raging beast that we’ll become We hold our own, refuse to bow We’re the same as we were then, but stronger now And when it’s dark, we will roam We’ll make any hole we crawl into our home We may be cold, but not naïve Little pieces come together to fill the need We’ll come again In little pieces, we will form We’ll come again, we’ll come again

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released October 26, 2018

Bunk Nesbit - Vocals,.Guitar, Bass, Synth/Keyboard, Percussion, Programming, Effects, Field Recordings, and all other assorted noises.

Written and Recorded: Summer 2016 - Autumn 2018.

Headphones recommended, at just below ear-splitting volume.

Thank you for listening.

Front and back cover photos by Skylar Reuschel.

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